One Year Anniversary

At some point last month, this blog's one year anniversary crept right by us! We're so grateful for all of the YAs who have contributed to this blog and to all of you who have been reading the blog. 

This blog project began as part of the BMCM's strategic initiative to reach out to young adults in their 20s and 30s who are practicing, or interested in, passage meditation. Our goal is to show what passage meditation looks like in a YA context, and as we've seen over the past year, it can take so many wonderful shapes and forms. We've loved the stories from our contributors, and reading your comments and thoughts. We're grateful for all of you!

As we move forward into summer here in the Bay Area, we wanted to take a moment and check in with all of you, our YA Blog readers!

Whether you're currently a YA, or were once a YA, we'd love to hear from you! Share with us in the comments below:

  • As we begin our second year, what topics would you like to read about in the blog?
  • What topics or posts were memorable to you in our first year?


Easwaran on the Bhagavad Gita

In last week’s post from Susana, she shared how powerful it was to read Easwaran’s translation and commentary on the Bhagavad Gita. Reading about the impact the Gita has had on her life inspired us to share this week an excerpt from Easwaran's introduction to his translation of the Bhagavad Gita, in which he describes the spiritual message of the Gita and the profound influence that it had on his own life. 

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Many years ago, when I was still a graduate student, I traveled by train from central India to Simla, then the summer seat of the British government in India. We had not been long out of Delhi when suddenly a chattering of voices disturbed my reverie. I asked the man next to me if something had happened. “Kurukshetra!” he replied. “The next stop is Kurukshetra!”

I could understand the excitement. Kurukshetra, “the field of the Kurus,” is the setting for the climactic battle of the Mahabharata, the vastest epic in any world literature, on which virtually every Hindu child is raised. Its characters, removed in time by some three thousand years, are as familiar to us as our relatives. The temper of the story is utterly contemporary; I can imagine it unfolding in the nuclear age as easily as in the dawn of Indian history. The Mahabharata is literature at its greatest–in fact, it has been called a literature in itself, comparable in its breadth and depth and characterization to the whole of Greek literature or Shakespeare. But what makes it unique is that embedded in this literary masterpiece is one of the finest mystical documents the world has ever seen: the Bhagavad Gita. 

I must have heard the Gita recited thousands of times when I was growing up, but I don’t suppose it had any special significance for me then. Not until I went to college and met Mahatma Gandhi did I begin to understand why nothing in the long, rich stretch of Indian culture has had a wider appeal, not only within India but outside as well. Today, after more than thirty years of devoted study, I would not hesitate to call it India’s most important gift to the world. The Gita has been translated into every major language and perhaps a hundred times into English alone; commentaries on it are said to be more numerous than on any other scripture. Like the Sermon on the Mount, it has an immediacy that sweeps away time, place and circumstance. Addressed to everyone, of whatever background or status, the Gita distills the loftiest truths of India’s ancient wisdom into simple, memorable poetry that haunts the mind and informs the affairs of everyday life.

Everyone in our car got down from the train to wander for a few minutes on the now peaceful field. Thousands of years ago this was Armageddon. The air rang with conch-horns and shouts of battle for eighteen days. Great phalanxes shaped like eagles and fish and the crescent moon surged back and forth in search of victory, until in the end almost every warrior in the land lay slain.

“Imagine!” my companion said to me in awe. “Bihishma and Drona commanded their armies here. Arjuna rode here, with Sri Krishna himself as his charioteer. Where you're standing now–who knows?–Arjuna might have sat, with his bow and arrows on the ground while Krishna gave him the words of the Bhagavad Gita.”

The thought was thrilling. I felt the way Schliemann must have when he finally reached that desolate bluff of western Turkey and knew he was standing “on the ringing plains of windy Troy,” walking the same ground as Achilles, Odysseus, Hector, and Helen. Yet at the same time, I felt I knew the setting of the Gita much more intimately than I could ever know this peaceful field. The battlefield is a perfect backdrop, but the Gita’s subject is the war within, the struggle for self-mastery that every human being must wage if he or she is to emerge from life victorious.

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Perhaps the clearest way to grasp the Gita is to look at the way it describes those who embody its teachings. There are portraits like this at the beginning of the Gita, the middle, and the end, each offering a model of our full human potential.

The first is given at the end of chapter 2 (2:54–72), verses which Gandhi said hold the key to the entire Gita. Arjuna has just been told about Self-knowledge; now he asks a very practical question: when a person attains this knowledge, how does it show? How do such people conduct themselves in everyday life? We expect a list of virtues. Instead, Krishna delivers a surprise: the surest sign is that they have banished all selfish desires. Their senses and mind are completely trained, so they are free from sensory cravings and self-will. Identified completely with the Self, not with body or mind, they realize their immortality here on earth.Ram

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The implications of these are not spelled out; we have to see them in a living person. G. K. Chesterton once said that to understand the Sermon on the Mount, we should look not at Christ but at St. Francis. To understand the Gita I went to look at Mahatma Gandhi, who had done his best for forty years to translate those verses into his daily life. Seeing him, I understood that those “who see themselves in all and all in them” would simply not be capable of harming others. Augustine says daringly: “Love, then do what you like”: nothing will come out of you but goodness. I saw too what it meant to view one’s body with detachment: not indifference, but compassionate care as an instrument of service. I saw what it means to rest in the midst of intense action. Most important, I grasped one of the most refreshing ideas in Hindu mysticism: original goodness. Since the Self is the core of every personality, no one needs to acquire goodness or compassion; they are already there. All that is necessary is to remove the selfish habits that hide them.

Chapter 12 gives another portrait in its closing verses (12:13–20), and here we do get an inspiring list of the marks of those who follow the path of love:

That one I love who is incapable of ill will, who is friendly and compassionate. Living beyond the reach of  I and mine and of pleasure and pain, patient, contented, self-controlled, firm in faith, with all their heart and with all their mind given to me – with such as these I am in love. (12:13–14) 

And finally comes the passionate description with which the Gita ends, when Krishna tells Arjuna how to recognize the man or woman who has reached life’s supreme goal:

One who is free from selfish attachments, who has mastered himself and his passions, attains the supreme perfection of freedom from action. Listen and I shall explain now, Arjuna, how one who has attained perfection also attains Brahman, the supreme consummation of wisdom. (18:49–50)

These are not separate paths, separate ideals. All three passages describe one person: vital, active, compassionate, self-reliant in the highest sense, for he looks to the Self for everything and needs nothing from life but the opportunity to give. In brief, such a person knows who he is, and in that knowing is everything.

This is not running away from life, as is so often claimed. It is running into life, open-handed, open-armed: “flying, running, and rejoicing,” says Thomas à Kempis, for “he is free and will not be bound,” never entangled in self-doubts, conflict, or vacillation. Far from being desireless – look at Gandhi, St. Catherine of Siena, St. Teresa, St. Francis – the man or woman who realizes God has yoked all human passions to the overriding desire to give and love and serve; and in that unification we can see, not the extinction of personality, but its full blossoming. This is what it means to be fully human; our ordinary lives of stimulus and response, getting and spending, seem by comparison as faint as remembered dreams. This flowering of the spirit appeals, I think, to everyone. “This is the true joy in life,” says Bernard Shaw:

the being used for a purpose recognized by yourself as a mighty one; . . . the being a force of Nature instead of a feverish selfish little clod of ailments and grievances complaining that the world will not devote itself to making you happy.

Instead of “Nature” with a capital N, of course, the Gita would say “an instrument of the Self”; but that is the only difference. One of the most appealing features of the Gita for our times is that it clears up misunderstandings about spiritual life and shows it for what it is: active, joyful, intentional, a middle path between extremes that transfigures everyday living.

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Two forces pervade human life, the Gita says: the upward thrust of evolution and the downward pull of our evolutionary past. Ultimately, then, the Gita is not a book of commandments but a book of choices. It does mention sin, but mostly it talks about ignorance and its consequences. Krishna tells Arjuna about the Self, the forces of the mind, the relationship between thought and action, the law of karma, and then concludes, “Now, Arjuna, reflect on these words and then do as you choose” (18:63). The struggle is between two halves of human nature, and choices are posed every moment. Everyone who has accepted this challenge, I think, will testify that life offers no fiercer battle than this war within. We have no choice about fighting; it is built into human nature. But we do have the choice of which side to fight on:

Remembering me, you shall overcome all difficulties through my grace. But if you will not heed me in your self-will, nothing will avail you. If you egotistically say, “I will not fight this battle,” your resolve will be useless; your own nature will drive you into it. (18:58 – 59)

Therefore, remember me at all times and fight on. With your heart and mind intent on me, you will surely come to be. (8:7)

Thus the Gita places human destiny entirely in human hands. Its world is not deterministic, but neither is it an expression of blind chance: we shape ourselves and our world by what we believe and think and act on, whether for good or for ill. In this sense the Gita opens not on Kurukshetra but on dharmakshetra, the field of dharma, where Arjuna and Krishna are standing for us all.

 

 

Finding Transformation Through Passages

Meet Susana, a YA from Los Angeles, California. Susana shares how choosing and memorizing passages has impacted and strengthened her practice.

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A couple of days ago I was listening to Sri Easwaran’s talk #49 of the Thomas a Kempis series. About 30 minutes into the talk, he said something that really struck me. “In following the spiritual path occasionally we try to go on a detour . . . and the spiritual path unfortunately has a regular series of detours. Once we yield to a temptation, whether it is in indulging our self-will or indulging our senses, we’ve got to come back all that way . . . ” I understood in that moment that I have been on a detour for quite a while, and it’s time to start making my way back to the main road.

I must admit that is has been about half a year since I last memorized a passage. Looking back at when I started my practice of the eight-point program two years ago, Sri Easwaran’s words of “a hero at the start” seem an adequate description. I was ablaze with passion to change myself completely; currently I’m walking around with a low flame. In a way, though, I can see that this lack of enthusiasm in meditation is a manifestation of how well the eight-point program has worked for me, and has changed my life for the better (more on how that makes sense in a bit).

When I came across Sri Easwaran’s teachings, I was in deep turmoil. Life was devoid of meaning. I have always been an avid reader and books were my only consolation. One day my Dad brought home some books for me he had found out on the street. Someone who had moved away had left them in a free box, and my Dad thought I might appreciate them. Amidst many books, I found Sri Easwaran’s Classics of Indian Spirituality. The box set was brand new and unopened. The rest is history as they say. The Bhagavad Gita changed my life forever, and I began to cling to Sri Krishna for dear life.

It wasn’t until a few months later, after visiting easwaran.org, that I discovered that Sri Easwaran was not only a prolific writer on spirituality, but also a teacher of meditation. After taking the free online course on passage meditation, I immersed myself in the practice and his teachings. I started memorizing passages that were offered as a free resource on the site from all the spiritual traditions: Buddhist, Taoist, Hindu, Christian, Muslim, they all inspired me. But my goal was always to memorize the entire second chapter of the Bhagavad Gita. Since it had come into my life, I read that chapter every night before bed, but it took me many months to commit it to memory from the time I started making a true effort. I would write down one stanza at a time over and over again until I knew it and then so on with the next one. Then the next day I would write out all the verses I had already learned to keep them fresh in mind before I began working on a new one. I would also make an effort to read the chapter out loud every day, that way I would be learning the passage with all my senses.

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A sample page from Susana's notebook where she repeatedly copies lines of passages until they're committed to memory.

Coincidentally, the day I knew I had finally embedded it in my heart was the morning of my 23rd birthday. And in that moment when I first used it for meditation, I was Arjuna laying down all my sorrows at the feet of my Beloved.

Arjuna: My will is paralyzed, and I am utterly confused. Tell me which is the better path for me. Let me be your disciple. I have fallen at your feet; give me instruction. What can overcome a sorrow that saps all my vitality?

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As they stood between the two armies Sri Krishna smiled and replied to Arjuna, who had sunk into despair.

Sri Krishna: You speak sincerely but your sorrow has no cause.

That smile and that answer was all I needed.

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After memorizing the second chapter of the Gita, I started searching for other passages which spoke directly to God, to the divine reality underlying all things. I also searched for really lengthy passages, ones that would keep me absorbed in conversation with the Lord for my whole meditation session. Of all the passages I have memorized, the ones I love most are the 12th chapter of the Gita, God Makes the Rivers to Flow, and Psalm 119: I Am the One Who Will Never Forget You. These passages captured my yearning to be in conversation with the divine unity, to understand my true nature and live according to it.

Psalm 119 is that last passage I have memorized and I have been alternating daily with all my old repertoire. Meditation has grown stale and even my conversations with Krishna sound rehearsed. And the turmoil that was so vivid at the beginning of my practice has begun to fade, and with it my urgency to realize God. And so we come back to the irony that because the eight-point program has made such a positive impact in my life, now that I feel “better”, I find myself more easily distracted by the world and all its flowery detours. And it is true, sorrow does make for a wonderful teacher because lately the pangs of separateness have been making themselves felt again, and I find myself hurrying quite a bit to get back to the main road.

I know that memorizing new passages will be a sure way to get me right back again. I personally don’t own God Makes the Rivers to Flow or Timeless Wisdom, but have found many beautiful passages posted on easwaran.org. This very YA blog has also been a great inspiration to me by reading their suggested passages posted every month. It is wonderful to think of all us YAs meditating on the same passage together in our respective corners of the world. I’m currently working on memorizing the passage for March, Great Life-Giving Spirit, from the Native American tradition. This passage means a lot to me because since last year, I have made an effort to ground myself in my indigenous Mexican roots by participating in a temazcalli (sweat lodge) ceremony every month. To begin the ceremony, we pay respect to the four directions, the heavens, Mother Earth, and lastly the human heart which is the center of our own universe. At the ceremony I feel so grounded in unity. It is a beautiful space where we all come together to pray for each other, sing and share stories. No matter what color, race, religion, or language you speak, all are welcome. That is where I go to find communion with my Beloved Krishna. By memorizing this passage, I seek to draw forth that divine feeling of unity I harness at the sweat into my daily life.

I have about a 20-minute interval in the morning before work in which I sit down, read the passage out loud, and start writing out stanzas until I memorize it bit by bit. This method always works for me and it is soothing too. It gives my day deeper meaning, and clears my head before my work begins. I hope to have it memorized and ready for meditation soon!  

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Susana's been working on memorizing "Great Life-Giving Spirit" in her notebook (right) and has found it really resonates as she explores her indigenous Mexican heritage through temazcalli, sweat lodge, ceremonies (left).